love, hurts.

i shouldnt blame him lastnite.it was my fault.i know it's my fault. he was so tired daily,i shouldnt bother him.he needs some rest, but ive been so selfish, we've argued.urgh,im sick of it. dear,ive been waiting patiently, and im tired of giving chance.yeaa,i know it takes time to get over serious relationship.now our distance further. it isnt easy. since we cant physically be for each other, communication becomes essential.if he cant manage to stay close while being apart, wut else can i do? why it is so hard for us, to knw each other, to love each other. all i ever wanted was to be part of his heart, and fr us to be together, to never be apart.im helpless, waitin for his reaction towards me. does he love me'..? i dn knw ~ i believe, im able to stay calm and not get angry anymore, especially when there is a difficulty or have to wait a long time.'patience', word that i need to bear in mind.and no clue if i ever be like this, maybe forever..


i'll wait for u, amirulalif.